kinna kia...

2011-02-27T22:37:00.002+08:00

am confuse and angry with my self. No reasons why and i'm trying to figure it out. My head keep on spinning, thinking of who am i. sounds like some dramatic scenes huh. but it happened, somehow i feel like i'm an useless asshole who's being so selfish and nvr care about people around me, people who i cared, people who i loved/love. I do care, I do love but the thing is i never show any of it. yea yea yea.. u guys might say loving or cared about someone doesn't mean u need to show it. BULLSHIT... i dont believe that.. people these days are sensitive but stupid at the same time.. ur heart might be fragile but it is hard as a rock at the same time.. well, it depends in situation, for example like your parents, they scold you for ur mistakes and ur all so mad and sometimes feel like running away from home, thinking that they dont love u bla bla bla... but do you ever thought of how much of sacrifice they gone to just to brought u up?.. WELL ITS JUST AN EXAMPLE.. my point is everybody has this attitude.. why???.. i admit i do.. feel like changing not to be that person BUT i cant.. 21 years of adaption i dont think i can change in 1 month.. *finger cross*..

i have big dreams.. HUGE ones.. *i cant say it out*.. i always tell my self i must persevere.. chase that dream, come on u can do it.. but ended up giving up.. do you ever think that this wold is so huge and there is freaking billions of people might have the same dreams as yours?.. you have to compete with people like running as fast as u can just to reach the finish line.. be the best among others.. i never experience the feeling of being the best and tell my self YES I DID IT.. i wish i can do that, i wish it happened to me.. nothing is impossible but if i really think nothing is impossible then i'll be god now.. i guess i'll just need to fuck it and just follow the flow??.. we'll see how things go..

2010-12-09T19:46:00.002+08:00

Damn, i really hate the fact that i only blog when am in a stress mode. definitely NOT.GOOD.AT.ALL!!.. exam is next Monday and studied NONE!!. The truth is, i'm a last minute person. Well, i thought of studying, literally, BUT every time when i flip open my notes my mind will automatically go to somewhere else and think of something else to do like.. ' i think i should check my mails, oh, i haven't watch this movie yet, hmm.. maybe i should start in 5 minutes time' and the worst one was FACEBOOK!!.. i dont know why but i have a ability to go on facebook and just stare for hours... CURSE U MARK ZUKERBERG!!!...

I admit i was quite KIASU for past 2 years and that KIASU spirit gone no where. Even exam is 2 weeks time i will take out my notes and revise like those kiasu people did. *kiasu is good okay*. but now am so freaking lazy. oh well, maybe that ohimustscoresothaticansucceedinthisindustry IS GONE!!. Actually, i've been thinking if i continue being lazy and sticking my butt on my comfortable sofa staring and browsing shits in the internet, i will never go for in future. YES, i do think a lot about my future but the main problem is my my brain says stop being lazy and my heart says i think i need a long break (which is super duper long until am lost track of time). Okay collin, u better study smart for ur exam and make ur mom proud *take a deep breath and smile*

okay.. i'll start studying now and finish all my work so that i can pass this finals. Repeat PASS THIS FINALS. I dont give a damn about my scores these days, as long as i can pass is good enough right??.. hehe he he e..e...e... SIGHHH!!!!...

SOMEONE PLS SLAP ME 255 TIMES TO WAKE ME UP!!!....

wish me luck people!..

-collin.s-

2010-07-03T02:17:00.002+08:00

this post is specially dedicated to u and how much i felt regretted for ignoring u at the past. I learn something by do not judge a book by its cover and i learn my lesson well. Although it takes 3 years for us to meet up but i am glad we did at last. i am really really happy that u waited and never give up.

we have many things in common and am still thinking of the same question, why me?. and i decide to leave the answer as fate. no matter what i will appreciate u and cared the way u should deserve. thanks alot.

HUGS.

-collin-

suebin's legal day..

2010-06-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

we celebrated suebin's day in zouk and i had lots of fun. i have not entered the club for past 7 months and this is what happen when i was high.. LOL.. anyway... let the pic do the talking..

The birthday girl...

jon's friend who help us to squeeze the underage to enter the club.. hahah.. including me!..

on the dance floor!!..

david!!.. what the hell are u doing??.. hahaha..

we are tipsy.. =X

love u gf!.. =)

we had lots of fun dancing and drink till drunk, but am not.. cant wait for the next round!!.. lets partayyy!..

2010-06-12T16:33:00.002+08:00

hey, i had something to share with u guys, to all my juniors in hospitality if u guys desperately finding a place for ur internship, betty's midwest kitchen is definitely a great place to work. Although it is a small establishment but they are catering huge crowd. i had great experience working there. I feel like a home and a family with all the staff around, oh.. and it is a family business. Well, during my training aunty a.k.a lady boss will feed me every hour, if i am hungry, she will immediately find food for us bcuz she doesn't want us to starve while we work. Besides, i feel so flexible working there because i only work for 5 hours per day. although weekends is peak, i dont mind working for more hours cuz i get paid and aunty would cook betty's kitchen food for all the staff!.. which is awesome.. so juniors out thr, if u want to ask more feel free to ask me about my experience in betty's. i would lurrrvvvveeee to share!...

2010-04-07T15:17:00.000+08:00

hehehe... the 'fa hiao' season comes again. WHAT??... am single k.. and i have the RIGHTS to hiao.. buahaha.. neway, yesterday was one of my happiest moment for the whole year, as i get to SEE U AGAIN!!... lol.. but its different this time kay.. last time i dont not dare to approach u but yesterday i get to talk to u.. which is an IMPROVEMENT.. doesn't it??.. let me stress this again... THAT EYES and THAT SMILE!!!... gosh damn it.. am 'fa hio-ing'.. what to do.. damn 'dry' d.. lol..

but, anyhow i can feel the awkwardness, when u looked at me, i was like, okay what should i do now??... *smilee*.. and then u smiled back, but the problem is the eye contact makes me feel uncomfortable yet happy.. so called mixed feeling LAH.. when u come nearer, we did not talk, when i come out from the room i saw u and we still did not talk.. BUT WE JUST SMILED!!.. imagine how many times we smiled at each other. okay okay.. i admitted my heart melted thousand times.. BUT that was only yesterday, sigh. lakeside campus is so much different thn LCS.. i can spot u anytime in LCS and knows where is ur hang out spot.. but lakeside.. WHR THE HELL R U??.. looking back at my old post during october, makes me smile non stop 'like siao lang'.. that is the period whr i have crush on u.. how dumb is that.. oh well, thats life.. wait.. i mean my life.. not normal and complicated.. C'est la vie.. isn't it?..

-collin-

2010-03-22T01:04:00.002+08:00

i have a big,HUGE confession to make...

ehemm........... i felt fking awkward, disgusted, and had goosebumps reading my older post... damn.. i dont knw why.. but aft thinking abt it again.. i felt so stupid. hahaha.. neways.. i know its over but HOW THE FUCK CAN I POST THOSE STUFF!!.. MCB!!... hahahaha...

move on, well well well.. WHY THE HELL U STAY SO FAR LAHH!!!.... I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT COMPETITION TO SEE U AGAIN!!... FML!!...

ciaoo.. =)

2010-03-14T12:49:00.000+08:00

wow.. its been a f**kin long time from the last update huh..well, here is the blogging mood again.. =) oh.. i realize something, when am happy, in love, crush, i will just start blogging.. buahaha.. it it good to share, right?.. in a way..

my life have change drastically this year, why?.. i cant tell cuz its private but it doesn't matter, the important thing is, it is a good thing and of course a good start. i've learn my lesson and of course be my self. i've been in a box for many many years and here i am now.. but still am not really that ready yet, i need time to adapt. u might not know what am talking about but some of you knows it.. i am more confident of my self and very careful.

blogging is a way of releasing the words in ur heart as it is hard for a person to express it out by mouth. so, i am doing it now. but at the same time i cant overly expose.. blog is still a blog.. =)

i think i shall stop here and continue again tmr.. hahaha..

2010-02-08T18:16:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to one of the person important person in my life.. YEH RUEN KOR!..

a person that taught me what is life all about, guide me throughout the years, taught me whats wrong and right. And an advice seeker.

Happy 23rd birthday kor.. hope u hav a blast one..

thank you so so much...

2010-02-04T20:12:00.002+08:00

i cant breath!!... the amount of assignments is killing me.. i know there is nothing to complain of because i have known that degree is a murderer. am actually kind of regretted of continuing BUT.... sigh.. today was a shitty day. got scold by 'someone' for unreasonable reason. class starts at 8 and its practical that i reached at 8.. so whats wrong with that?. AM LATE??!!.. okay fine.. i admit that am suck in cooking but of course i can differentiate what is raw and rare k!.. i dont know where u got ur qualification but i dont want to say anything.. who read my blog u should know who am i talking IF he gets to know i talk about him THEN I KNOW WHO TOLD HIM.. I KNOW WHO U R MR!!..

NEXT..

about the assignments again lets see..

law video *progressing

business english * progressing

economics * what the hell is happening?

marketing * i roonoo

french * for now no assignments (cross fingers)

management * what again?

entrepreneur * going smoothly

purchasing * TMTH

okay frankly speaking.. i dont know how to start. yes we did discuss about everything but HOW TO START??... gah!!... i dont know why my brain work so damn slow!. i tried concentrating in class but then.. i forget everything whn i leave the class.. i cant recall what i studied.. so it shows how srrrooooowwww am i..

anyway.. here is my another blog that is coming up. well, its basically all about my kitchen assignment. showing all the dishes that i cooked. oh ya.. dont get puke whn u look ya.. i know am suck!... www.chinaree.tumblr.com

do enjoy!!...

-collin-

2010-01-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

whats the problem of being my self?. am happy with my life now and i really wouldnt want to ruin it. EVER. if being my self would really hurt someone then i guess i should be FAKE then.. sigh.. i cant believe that we're a grown up but still there is some childish backstabber. i can face the fact that u're backstabbing me BUT i cant accept the fact that u're inter prating the wrong things about me. i've done everything just to satisfy u and i've always wanted to make u happy *last time* but this is what i get?. telling people that am useless?. i always respect u and making u as my role model BUT it proves me wrong now. thanks for teaching me to open my eyes bigger now. sigh..

sometimes i felt like my life is such a bitch. but degree has worsen the situation, with the kia su-ness of my classmates *i mean SOME* makes me even more stress. thank god i have yip and desiree if without both of u, i wonder how i will finish my degree. but who knows, time could change everything. as yeh ruen kor said human mind change every second we intend to think alot and couldn't make decision wisely. that really happen to me, i plan alot, from fashion to steward and now, back to taylors taking degree.. SIGH.

degree is seriously a killer, especially assignments. its only week one and tons of assignment is still waiting. however, i still need to face it, if this is the path that i choose then i guess i need to finish it up. oh ya, i smoke alot these days and not many people in collage know that i smoke. But its good for me to actually admit it rather than hide from everyone. so what if i smoke?. if smokers is a failure for u then fuck it. fyi, we smoke doesn't mean we are bad and useless. it doesn't PROVE everything. it is what u THINK.

am still having that crush on u, that VERY deep crush. sigh. i just cant take it when i'm actually thinking of u the whole time. hopefully my internship in maldives would help. *finger cross* as yeh ruen kor said again. i cant spoil you nor spoiling my self at the same time. learn how to say NO. i know its very hard for me to say NO to u, but i will really try my best.

2010-01-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

everything has changed, and i guess my life is going to be so different compare to last year. To be honest, i dont want to continue my degree at all. If its not because of you, then i guess i'll b working right now. Tomorrow is another big day for me, where i really determine my fate, to see whether GOD wants me to study or work. YES!, i let GOD to decide my future, not me who decides. cuz am tired worrying about whats next.

well, i think i'm really gonna miss u if i really got that job, but its the best decision that i can do FOR me.

anyway, just came back from lunch with teck wei and we talked ALOT and he let me realize that many people are really worried of me to get a girl friend. i obviously see that most of my heng dais now is attached, and i'm still lonely pooney.. sounds gay... anyway cut of those craps.

if u guys really curious, am actaully having a crush for almost 1 and half month. WHO?.. no body knows.. except... 'u knw who u r'. and again.. i fall for the person that is impossible to b together. as i said, its better for me to get the job. Actually, to b attached or not is not really worrying me BUT the person who worried about me makes me really worried... dont worry about me bros.. thx and i still love u guys..

my life has changed since high school, its a good thing anyway. am happier now and living my life to the fullest.thx to my heng dai's and collage mates u guys have made my life nothing but PERFECT. THANKS to desiree darling for listening to my problems and keep it secret, gay partner/brother yip and goh for accompany me whn i am bored and made me laugh. and teck wei for bcoming a big bro of mine and he talks exactly like my brother. my best buddy christopher peng for making me laugh and made my day when am emo. yeh ruen the best kor ever for listening to my problems and giving me advise. sio sen for helping me alot in studies and etc. nick thang for helping me alot in my studies as well and all my course mates, u knw i love u guys right.. =)

oh ya.. shan shan gf and alby kor.. how can i survive without both of u.. =)

SIGH.. i dont know how my life would b after tomorrow. its either the normal life again or the hectic, fun, tiring, bla bla bla... pray hard that i can get it..

-collin-

another thailand trip...

2010-01-05T17:44:00.000+08:00

this was 3rd time visiting bangkok and 2nd time for this year, but it is totally different this time bcos i dont only visit bangkok but hatyaii and phuket as well.. what makes this trip awesome was i travel with my bros/the traveling crews. we reach phuket with empty pockets cuz we spend all our money shopping in bangkok.. lol.. i still miss the trip and hopefully we can have it once again.

oh ya.. i have a wife and a boy friend when i was in bangkok.. lol..=) what to do, bangkok loves me and i love bangkok very much too.. hahaha.. thats the reason i travel thr alot.. during the trip we enjoy teasing each other,rapping, touching, joking, and gaying.. we cant help it cuz its all guys trip..lol..

so let me briefly describe how we manage our trip:

took bus from kl to hat yaii- 8 hrs

took van from hat yaii to bangkok- 12 hrs!!... @.@

plane from bangkok to phuket- 1 and half hours

plane from phuket to kl- 1 and half hours.

ANYWAY.. let the pictures do the talking kay..

i was stuck in the malaysia custom.. whr the gates wouldn't open and couldn't read my passport as well.. ish!!..

camwhore in tut tut @ hat yaii...

james discovered these delicious burgers in 7eleven.. since then it was our fav meal.. lol..

12 hrs in the van = tired, ass burning, need more ciggi!!.. our faces proves everything..

sleeping in the small tiny van...

when we reached bangkok its about 5am and the first thing we do was brush our teeth and wash our face in the public toilet.. lol..

bagun pagi.. gosok gigi cuci muka dalam tandas awam..

then we immediately head to the FLOATING MARKET!...

on the small tiny boat..

the floating market...

we had our breakfast on the boat, which is fun!...

noodles yum!!..

we live in a hotel very near to MBK and most of the time we walk and seldom took the cab.. it save our cost alot but still we finish up our money.. lol.. we took the MRT which is much more cheaper then the cab and tut tut..

notice the pink colour cab AGAIN??.. lol.. i dont knw why it still attracts my attention..

in the train on the way to chatucak for SHOPPING.. wohoo..

okay... let me 'story' abit about this picture.. well i never cross a railway track before and this was my first time.. so, actually we wanted to go silom and we need to walk around 10 km from our hotel to get thr.. and on the way, we need to cross the train tracks... from the picture we actually came from the right where after we cross the track.. it was cool and while crossing am really worry that my leg would stuck on the railway like the drama drama scene.. haha..

this is the twins.. the left one thinks he is hot and the right one thinks he is hotter.. but the fact is i am hotter than them.. hahaha... anyway.. they r my BROS... =)

our last night in bangkok, and we had our dinner in the river side cruise.. food was extreme sucks and expensive.. sad to leave bangkok but even sadder whn we ate the food... =(

on the cruise...

ethan caught stealing all the prawns..

tsk tsk tsk.. nam nam.. why la like that!!...

after dinner me, goh, yip, nam, teck wei and yee vern plan to take pic in paragon.. but too bad after 15 mins we arrived all the lights are off..

the next day, we woke up at 4am cuz our flight was at 7am.. when we reached phuket, we were kind of shock cuz most of the population are westerners.. thx god we stay there for only 3 days but not more thn that cuz all of us was BROKE.. and the food in phuket is extremely expensive..

the 4 leng zhais.. buahaha.. waiting for our transport to the jetty..

the ocean was fantastic and the scenery was breathtaking.. we do some snorkeling but then the corals are all death.. but still the sea water was very clear and the sands are soft..

phi phi island..

cam whore on the boat..

phi phi island.. =)

whore lagiiiii!!....

and the last day our flight was at 8pm.. we reached the airport earlier and these kids play tai ti on the floor middle of the walkway...

well in conclusion.. we really enjoyed the trip alot and it brings lots of memories.. it even strengthen our relationship as friends and bros.. until today am still missing the trip and hope that we can do this even often.. =)

anyway.. those who i will never see u guys again hopefully am still in ur mind cuz u guys is always on my mind.. taylors dont change me but the friends in taylors changed me alot to who collin is today..

love u all... =)

2009-12-30T02:43:00.002+08:00

i cant belive am actually blogging right now with my sleepy eyes, but still i wanna blog!.. well i have a confession to make.. sigh.. its about my mom, i love her so much until i wouldn't want her to disappointed on me. i admit my self that am broke these days and she'll always hand me some amount of money to make sure am not broke, but i felt very guilty when spending all up.. sigh.. BLAME KL FOR HAVING EXPENSIVE FOODS!!.. she always give me what i wanted and make me feel even more guilty.. mom, if possible stop spoiling me.. i always wanted to spend my time on her but with one condition, my dad must not b in the house cuz when i see my dad i dont feel like staying at home and that way in other hand i cant accompany my mom..

sometimes i wish that i could work and get paid so that i can give mummy some of my money but still the fact is i need to study.. SIGH.. i promise my self no matter what i'll protect her and let her be happy with her life cuz she never had one.. she never believe in happy endings cuz she never felt happy with her life before.. she suffered the moment when she was a baby until today. she is bullied by her siblings and relatives and even her own husband and her children. Mom, no matter what am always by ur side love and care for you. i never said I LOVE YOU before but to b honest I REALLY LOVE U.. i dont know how to tell u face to face.. i dont know how to hold ur hand and tell u am always by ur side and i dont know how could i live without u.. promise i'll take care of u, promise i'll never leave u alone and promise i will not burden u anymore.

p/s: i love u mom.

2009-12-07T20:49:00.002+08:00

gosh!.. i must say am getting uglier and uglier day by day.. with pimples and heavy eye bags??.. ZOMBIE ON THE LOOSE PEOPLE!!.. i don't sleep comfortably as usual, and i have head ace everyday.. brain tumor perhaps?.. CHOII!!.. anyway.. i went back malacca yesterday and got back kl 1 hour ago.. not to mention the rain makes my eyes focusing on the road without blinking for like 1 and half hour??.. well, went to li chia's dad newly open hotel and one word to describe. SUPERB.. the hotel consist of 16 rooms.. * i guess*.. but all with different designs.. now how cool is that!!.. and and and and and she treat me panacota in her restaurant.. first time eating panacota with gula melaka. bizarre but awesome.. the main purpose for me going back is actually to have a hair cut.. haha.. i know i know.. i'm insane!!.. but what to do, there is no any hair dresser in kl that i trust.. and the main purpose i cut my hair is because of the interview.. so.. its important!!..

but one thing still pissing me off is my pimples and eye bags.. i dont get this much of pimples in my whole life before!.. and my eye bags is like 20kg of water bag sticking on my bloody eyes!!.. MUTHAA!!.. blame exams!!!.. and the stress that the collage give!..

its okay cuz exam is gonna over on this wednesday.. and then it shall pay off by going vacation.. yeap yeap.. am going thailand again but it's totally different this time.. taking bus to hat yaii then van to bangkok * am so going to have blister on my ass* then flight to phuket and back to m'sia.. yes yes!!.. cant wait for it!!.. am thinking of vacation when my exam is tmr.. *baboosh*.. no worries, i know my what i'm gonna get for my result before coming out.. i dream about it yesterday and it is not good at all.. am ready.. i shall not emo.. *i'll try =)

*good luck to me always*

-collin-

2009-12-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

Its all about the damn exam!!. i was emo kinda for a while then the depression came. sigh... kitchen exam was super duper GG!.. i dont even know what am i cooking when i was cooking.. wait.. what am i taking about??... anywayyyyyyyyy... i wasn't sure the path that i took.. seriously.. lets think about it again.. cooking was my hobby when i WAS primary BUT not now.. so why did i choose this course??... i have no freaking idea.. maybe the thought of culinary was easy.. hmmm... YEA RIGHT!!.. BOO!!~.. i think alot about my future but not present, i always dream on what to do next and bla bla.. but whats the point when i cant achieve??.. its true dreaming is good, but not so much!..

anyways.. my interview is next week.. hopefully i can get this job.. no no.. I MUST GET THIS JOB!.. its what i want to do and what i always dream for.. not passion but the 'syoikness' of getting this job is beyond the limit of DAMN SYOIK.. ps i dont know what am i talking abt btw.. the good thing is, the interview is in singapore.. which means.. shopping at the same time. hopefully they accept me. i know i can do it.. i am freaking nervous and anxious.. even when my exam i'm still think about the interview.. u say i siao anot??.. i will try to throw my 'english accent to them' its like so annoying, like hell yeah!.. well, if i got trough the 1st round then i will be sooooooooooooo HAPPY.. u know how hard to get trough the 1st round??.. heard from lots of people they r kind of strict, so thats the reason of making me so so scared.. andddd i have freaking scar on my wrist.. so i have 70% left for getting the job... sigh. i am scareddddddd....

GOD BLESS ME!!...

The crab trip..

2009-11-04T18:05:00.002+08:00

i have decide not to be emo today.. i have to clarify my self that it is impossible for us to be together..

anyway.. =) just wanna share with you guys the camwhore trip in pulau ketam with the photography lovers, what is cool about them is they dont use digital cam but old vintage cameras.. btw it was HOT yet fun trip.. not forgetting tired too..

Motorcycle and cars is not allow in the island and ONLY bicycle is allowed.. the seafood is damn cheap!

in the boat, on the way to pulau ketam and stuck with super irritating aunty...=.=

this is what kids in pulau ketam play when they have no electronics games..

this small girl really can pose!... lol..

the kumar-ness...

chinareee chinareee???!!...

chinaree chinaree.. jiu mingyaaa!!!...

we block the road until this uncle also cannot pass then he stress... lol..

jac with his pink bike...

we were finding the right place to take pictures but we couldn't find until we saw this old creepy haunted house.. then the real camwhore session started...

the photographers...

dramatic sial.. lol..

another dramatic shot.. lolz..

nice one...

after that, the groupphotopicturetakingstarted...

take 1..

take 2..

take 3..

take 4..

take 5..

take 6..

take 7!!...

ethen, elly,shirnie,benny,kenry,me,daphne,erjie..

photographer: kewheejac...

fallin for u..

2009-11-03T23:53:00.001+08:00

I don't know
But I think I may be fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I know you better


I am trying not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
And so I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head


I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me





Oh, I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out



I think I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh, I'm fallin' for you

-collin-

2009-11-03T01:07:00.002+08:00

should i be happy or sad??.. i was happy for few hours as i saw u smiling with that heart melting smile.. i get to know your name today and was thrilled to see u longer next week.. * to be honest i felt like pervert/stalker who is posting on someone in the blog*... but i cant help it, i need to blast out in order to feel better.. SIGH!!.. how nice if we could start a conversation by now?.. just a Hi and Bye is enough * now i'm feeling even weirder*..

as GF said, its impossible. i knw its impossible from the start but this is the way i want it then make real then. But deep in my heart.. I KNOW ITS IMPOSSIBLE!!.. as i said, never wished what you wished for bcuz it would NEVER happen..

-collin- with a BIG sigh~

emo session started..

2009-11-01T04:03:00.003+08:00

sighh... i have not post emo stuff for quite sometime but i just cant help my self to blast out my feelings agian. btw, just realize that every emo post is something to do with crushing on someone.. SIGH!!..

to be honest i've never liked this feeling before.. NEVER IN MY WHOLE BLOODY LIFE!!.. its very hurtful to see someone u like without expressing ur feelings to them or even worse u dont even know them!!.. this have been happened to me for the past 12 F**king month!.. what i meant was the feeling of crushing on someone u never talk to before..

well, it all happened when term 5 started, when the first time looking at u trough the glass window. EHEM.. but i have no any intention at that time okay.. whats wrong for just looking ONLY?.. but it actually happen when u stared at me the 2nd time i saw u.. for like 5 seconds then i try to 'not to see'??.. GAH!!.. even worse when i have my lunch in 138 and u were always there.. AND... kitchen class.. WTF!!... so..... is this fate or what huh??...

to make it worse, on the way to collage at night for band practice and i saw u walking back home. * but i have no idea if we were staying in the same apartment?*.. KILL ME!!.. whats with that eyes??.. that big cute shinny eyes?.. hehe *fa hiao* and ur smile seriously made my day.. r u trying to get my attention??.. NO NO i'm overly thinking again.. damn.. somebody pls teach me how to approach?.. i've been questioning my self how to control my damn mind!!...

i cant stop thinking of u.. seriously i cant.. every seconds ur face appears * sometimes i think i'm like those pervert physco freak*.. am i??.. i'm goin to graduate soon.. VERY SOON.. how if i leave collage and never see u again??.. i dont want to waste this chances again.. its very hard for me to fall for someone, especially this long!.

end year exam coming and all this stuff happened.. sigh.. how can those words enter my mind when ur face appearing every seconds.. how???!!!!... i'm still hoping.. hoping that i might get to you one day..

-collin-

2009-10-23T02:03:00.000+08:00

due to stress-ness.. this is what happen on students of term 6..

May i present u my beloved esther lim!!.. muax~~..

HAHAHA!!....

still in the mood of party though.. since my birthday party until today my brains cant stop wanna hav fun.. sigh..

gahh!!!..

older by a year day...

2009-10-19T15:29:00.000+08:00

1st day..

2nd day

thx guys.. muuaaaaaxxx!!..

am proud and loud!..

2009-10-16T15:43:00.001+08:00

This picture has everything to do with me, i can describe this picture from morning till midnight without stopping. The reason i'm writing this post on my birthday is simply because this band is the most precious birthday gift i ever had. I can swear to my self that i would never forget the moment where i started to build 'it' up.

But, the only thing that make me feel uncomfortable is, by building up this band, friendship is sacrificed and torn. Guys, whats the point of having things that you passion and the things that u wanted to do but in the end it is not worth it anymore?. sigh.. no matter what, i just hoped that things could just be normal as it be.

well, after talking about emo stuff, the only thing that can makes me happy is our performance on that night!..

thank you so much again to everyone for making this happen!!...

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOI!!...*mommy i want a psp!!!*

TSB

2009-10-12T20:26:00.000+08:00

i miss the days practicing, the moment where the gold achieve. Everything pays of on our hard work. DADDY is so proud of u BABY!!..

still missing the moment.. sigh...

as one of the founder of tsb, is the most proud moment that i achieve in my whole life. Of course, if without others help it would be this success. i'm speechless...

bangkok fun!!!..

2009-10-12T14:18:00.001+08:00

assignments is killin me!!!.. that is the reason why i dont update my blog for so so so longggg... anyway.. this post is all about bangkok!!.. wohoooo.. after looking at the pictures again my saliva drip non stop.. all because of the food!!... blame thailand for having such delicious food!!..

well, talking about food i shall start everything with food.. *as usual*.

our first night was in tawandang where they sell german beer and pork chop and stuff.. the pork was awesome!!..

the gravy was superb as it is sour and spicy at the same time.. the squid is super soft.. *glurppp*

the most tasty fried rice i ever taste!..

some vege..

PORK CHOP!!... yummm

stir fried mushroom..

and fried chicken

awesome beer...

noticed the amount of beer we drank?.. at the left side..

at the same night we went to one of the hindu tample, but what i noticed, there was no any hindu devotes at all.. 100% thai's praying..

the tample is at my back..

guess what i'm eating??...

TA DAH!!..

grasshopper.. must try!!...

thailand taxi's is much better than malaysia's, one of the reason because it is not proton BUT a freaking toyota Altist!!.. wtf??.. hahaha.. thus, it come with different colours.. i'm attracted to the pink ones.. never seen a pink taxi before.. and. one of the most convenient way to travel around bangkok is tut tut.. but.. kind of dangerous though.. when u look them drive.. u wouldn't want to sit although its super cheap..

pink and orange taxi!!...

how could we go thailand without noticing any ah kua's??.. hahaha.. *damn bad weih*

the food that we ate infront of central world..

fashion street!!.. the clothes that they sell here are quite expensive compare to chatucak.

that night, we travel all the way out of bangkok, somewhere *i have bad memory btw*... to a river bank where all patin's lay egg. The amount of fishes freaks me out!..

look!!..

the next day was one of my favourite day ever!!.. shopping in chatucak!!..

the clothes are damn cheap and nice too!!.. not even 5 minutes when i reach, i already bought 2 shirts.. IMAGINE THAT!!.. and i feel like buying all the clothes in every stall...

all the things that i bought in BANGKOK!!...

first and foremost, thx to mr kew, for bringing me to this place. it was a new experience for me.. lol... uncle kew treat us in this restaurant which is on the boat, and at the same time the boat sails around the river..

leaves for appetizer...

nah, its a kind of delicacies where we use the leaves then wrap it with all the ingredients then eat it just llike that.. RAW!.. the sauce is superb!..

tomyam!!..

fried chicken..

this part is super fun, cuz the boat is going under the bride..

last pic of the day...

miss the trip a lot!!.. especially the food.. looking forward to go again.. hahaha... special thx to jac and uncle kew for sharing the experience with me..

2009-09-27T14:31:00.001+08:00

a very very last minute plan to bangkok.. BUT IT WAS FUN!!...

u cant resist the delicacies in thailand plus the clothing??.. absolutely a food + fashion heaven..

just arrived kl few hours ago, and this is a small and quick update, shall post up more sooner..

fortunately when we shop in central world, there are big bunch of small stores selling food on the day it self, anddddddd, the people who selling are not only from bangkok but from other region in thailand as well.. lucky!!.. the food was effing delicious, the mango thingy and the fried oyster was my fav on that day..

my favourite place to shop of course the small stalls that sell cheap and NICE clothes, but to be honest, i prefer those nice, big, luxury shopping!!.. anyway.. i had the chance to shop there too.. lol..

if we compare pavilion to central world?.. pavilion is like nothing IF we compare to siam paragon.. SUPER SPEECHLESS.. well i did bought something from central world which cost me half of my spending.. wtf!!..

according to jac's dad's friend, siam square is a centre of all fashion for students.. hmmm.. maybe its because all the shopping is situated there, like paragon, central, MBK.. bla bla bla.. anyway talking about students.. *phewweeet*girls are allow to wear very short skirts, its part of their uniform btw.. guys??.. skinny black jeans!!..

the delicacies in bangkok is nice but wierd too.. insect is part of it.. yukkksss??.. no no no, for me.. yummmmmm... well, they have few types of insects, worm, grass hopper, cockroaches and some other insects.. but my fav was the grasshopper.. not to forget, the drinks over there are cheap too, RM1 for a coke and not to worry about getting thirsty half way shopping cuz there lots of stalls selling drinks too..

we walk from morning till night, if u plan to go for food and shopping trip??.. bangkok is the place.. but if u plan to relax and rest then forget about it cuz bangkok doesn't sleep...

*coming up more*

2009-09-23T18:13:00.003+08:00

guess what??.. i'm in penang again.. muahaha.. anyway, its not a makan trip this time.. i'm here is because my flight is in penang.. cant wait cant wait.. FOR THE TRIP!!..

super duper tired.. @.@

i can hear u calling me.. i'm coming!!.. gosh i'm goin kuku *punch. despite that, the FOOD!!.. damn..gahh!

GF getting 1 yr older celebration..,

2009-09-22T12:29:00.000+08:00

i realize that my blog is so 'rojak' right now.. anyway this is celebration suppose to be last 2 weeks. due to exams and shits i never had a time to update my blog..

pfffffttt.... my english is so manglish these few days.. gahh!!.. someone please help me!!..

i'm so damn 'jakun'... no, seriously.. i didn't know that JAYA ONE in PJ has lots of restaurant, i only thought that the only restaurant they have is the one that facing the streets.. lol.. shame on me man, live in kl for almost 2 yrs and lots of things i still missed out on.. damn it!!..

dont care!!.. must have one EXPENSIVE MAKAN TRIP ONE DAY!!..

anyway.. its shan's birthday dinner in kissaten with 10 people only, i thought many people coming for the celebration as well, who knws they are goin to have 2nd round in michelle place.. too bad, its exam week.. so.. yea.. here it goes..

ohh... let start with fooooooooood again.. yay!..

not many pic on shan's camera cuz the girls bought their camera as well.. but SEMUA CANON.. i want 1 too!!!...

its a japanese+western restaurant.. so called fusion la..

chicken terriyaki sandwich with wasabi.. should look at freda face whn she accidentally ate the wasabi... GAGAGA!!...

salmon pizza..

egg sandwich i guess.. girls who wanna go for diet, come kissetan and order this.. eat every also CAN!..

birthday girl with her japanese beer..

michelle with her beer..

look how petite is gf.. cute right.. hehe..

freda looks sexy for the 1st time.. *piak*

1st time met ferlynn and we are in the same collage. but never met each other in collage before.. *the girl at the back..

i dont knw how this smile can pop out..

me and the birthday girl..

the girls..

lets squad....

apart from that..

another problem have to face.. and it always have to be financial.. damn it.. i dont think i get to go overseas for my studies but to stuck here for 1 or 2 years 1st.. then we shall see hows the future l8r..in order to ease my mom's burden, it is better for me to stay here, take care of her and never touch her money..

STRIVE FOR URSELF COLLIN!!!... *BABOOM!!*

pangkor trip

2009-09-21T12:46:00.002+08:00

it is one of the last trip together, after that, we'll be going our own ways, having own life and family in future. What we can do now is appreciate one another and have fun during the times we had. u guys change my life a lot. thx guys..

okay lets put aside the emoness altho its sad to look back at the picture in future and think about it again.. sigh..

oh well.. come come, here is the pic of ONE OF THE LAST TRIP WITH HENG DAI'S ..

we choose pangkor b'cos redang and other islands are quite dangerous during this season.

bienvenue a PANGKOR!!..

lets start with food..

we eat none other than seafoods.. 1st night and second night also seafood.. its like seafood heaven.. YES!!.. my favourite.. buhahahaha.... anddddd... ITS DAMN CHEAP!!..

kangkung sambal belacan is always a MUST..

mantis prawns...

LALA!!..

we replace babi with BABI HUTAN (wild boar).. hahaha.. its wildboar curry btw..

fried calamari

i cant remember what is this..

fish is effing fresh..

The beach is kind of clean in Pangkor resort ONLY.. the scenery was nice but NO sun set.. i knw its sad cuz the sun is in other side of the island..

this pic damn dramatic but actually we were looking for crabs.. i dont knw why we looking for crabs also..

crab caught!!.. damn small eat also no 'hui ling'..

look at the sky.. compare to kl u can see smoke and smell smoke.. *booohooo*

we played water sports after that BUT didnt took any picture of it.. sad case...

most of the time, during the afternoon, it rains so what we can do is watch DISNEY channel or SLEEP...

shhhhhh... chow chow sleeping.. haha

i was buried and abuse for half and hour..

the only group picture.. samo WHEN i was buried... super SAD CASE..

although no sun set BUT we can see the sun light..lol..

sun set without sun..

night there is no activities in pangkor, and its raya so everything was closed.. so we play the drink drunk game but no one was drunk on the 1st night..

TOO BAD I WAS DRUNK ON THE NEXT NIGHT!!.. thank god no pic was taken.. teheee..

as usual the DRUNKEN GAME..

drink..

drink drink...

DRINK DRINK DRINK...

* for a reason they always want me and yip to drink alot.. its trueeeeeeeeee I tell youuuuuu...

apart from that, it was alric 19th birthday we throw him a birthday surprise.. but too bad if we made a birthday suprise there is a water water problem going on.. *BABOOSH*

we replace cake to muffins.. sorry alric no cake.. wait.. this is yip not alric..

NOW this is Alric.. we catch him..

spray water..

throw flour... THEN RUN!!!...

yea.. thats it for the trip, there is more pic from other cameras but shall uploading next time.. didnt take the 2nd day night dinner pic cuz the food is SUCKS!!..

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DAMN BAD WIEH!!... hahaha...

2009-09-09T01:36:00.001+08:00

should i remove the clock???...

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the music kind of irritating though..

do leave comment yea.. thx..

wasted.

2009-09-07T01:55:00.002+08:00

Okay, it was shan's + ernest pre bufday, and isaac's farewell, the party was fun as not that boom boom in the club type.. its in michelle's crib. so, we drink and drink and drink ALOT.. thus, SISHA till kong..

shan and michelle qoute it as WASTED.. their theory was..

Steps to Wasted.

Step 1: High

Step 2: Drunk

Step 3: Wasted!

Step 4: Total K.O.!!! *KONG* already!!!

=.=' okok here it goes..

isaac, shan, and ernest.. *the main role

guess what we're playing.. PICTIONARY!!.. super fun.. wanna knw about the game??.. go google it.. hahaha..

of course there is time for camera.. duh~..

girl friend with her 2 hot boy friend.. hahaha.. *baboosh*

nice pose michelle.. u're always sexy.. *wink*

girl friend and kor.. *damn jealous lor.. they look so romantik*

see see...both of us take picture wif so un-romantic..

at first i thought both of them were just friends wif same look.. who knows there are siblings.. hahaha.. super COP lor..

then another game.. where we just drink, drink, drink and drink!!!...

and of course there is candid, high and very salah picture.. p/s: kinna kia blog's always got salah pic one lahh!.. hahaha..

this one VERY salah.. but i'm still amaze.. how the hell they do till look so real???!!..

look at gf face, damn cute!!..

and this girl, brush teeth also can cam whore.. lol..

Last but not least..
the group picture!!..
*some of them went back*

*of course i had fun, plus we cook maggi mee at 3am.. *punch*

the merdeka trip..

2009-09-05T19:07:00.011+08:00

Penang boy propose to us free supply of food for 4 days in penang.. ehem.. HOW COULD I say no?? duh~.. well thx to our penang host.. KEW HEE JAC..

the trip was a seriously awesome, especially the food...

the wan ton me is much more better thn KL.. duh~

visit penang wihout penang laksa??.. where can!!..

chicken rice that make my feet dance..

the temptation of cam whore is always there.. *baboosh!!*

i must admit that penang is way much more better then malacca in term of fashion, penang is coping up like no body business. u cant compare shopping centre in penang and kl.. *duh*.. BUT i must give credit to the gov in penang, the shopping centre in superb yoo!.. scenery and ambiance?... u shall see it l8r..

benny and ethen bought nerd spec..

the desserts in penang is irresistible.. well, i'm not talking about those traditional desserts *swt*.. the western ones is good enough..

ICE ICE BABY is a must place to go for dessert *i hope they have one in kl.. cuz swensens is damn expensive!!* ice ice baby is just located in auto city.. auto city??.. A well developed place that has everything.. food, clubs, night market.. u name it..

after dessert, we do 'pubbing' just above ice ice baby, TAO!!..

the love bugs...

benny always owned the photo!!.. gahh!!..

dua budak tipsy..

The scenery in penang is breath taking.. u can see stars at night!!.. hahaha...

see what i mean about scenery..

the robber and the bitch??..

i vote this as the best pic of the day.. wakaka..

i've not been to clubs in penang before, since its merdeka.. so, we plan to celebrate in the club, mois *sexy name huh*.. lol.. and i had most blastest clubbing night ever..

on the way to the club and in the club.

me and host of the day, michelle teng..

lastly, the bitch hitting on the club!!..

we enjoy lots and load till speechless, i couldn't say anything but just thank you so much to mr.kew..

*condolence to kew's family with the lost of your beloved grandma. may she rest in peace..

2009-09-04T04:10:00.005+08:00

look at the time now.. look look LOOK!!...

assignments is killing my brain cells, am gonna have brain damage soon. its like snow storm, keep falling on me.. bom bom bom!!. *piak*

french assignment *tick*

law presentation *tick*

financial *half done*

english presentation *tick*

english article *doin it*

law project *undone*

ergonomic *no idea*

LOOK how many more to go, imagine how stress am i living and studying the course that i dont wish to continue anymore ITS SO DEVASTATING!!..

so, it allows collin to have a reason to smoke.. yeah!~. without menthol or mint is a super big NO NO to me.. .

errr... its not a sin btw.. *punch*

hiak hiak... *PIAK!!*

p/s: mom, dont kill me!!.. ur son is stress..

2009-09-03T03:01:00.003+08:00

making suspend is what i love to do.. LOLX...

wondering??..

no idea??..

Coming soon

lazy LAZY!!

2009-09-01T23:15:00.001+08:00

not again NOT AGAIN!!...truly apologize for the babi-ness in me .. gah!!.. collin even skip many many many many*100000 classes during this term!!... *punch me*!!!.. seriously, whats wrong with me?.. collin whats wrong with you?.. to be exact, skip almost 10 over classes??.. okay shit off about skipping makes me feel xtra guilty..the result of babi-ness = abandoned blog!.. MUAHAHHA...

*kill ma self*.. lemme update as much as i can.. *as if many people read ma blog* *SUPER PERASAN*..

before class starts, which 2 month ago.. the heng dai's flew to langkawi which is last minute plan and rock the island!!.. in the end.. bankrup till DROP!!..

in the mean time, i've been changing my hair style 3 times IN A MONTH!!..

the original so call emo + nerd hair style which lasted for 6 month.. and guess what, abby says the long fringe makes my face looks 'yong sui'

and then i chop my fringe off.. well, i'm getting use to it wif this hair style BUT..

i prefer this one, which is the latest one.. * lameness*

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i've been thinking of goin melbourne to further my studies.. WAIT, i cant call that further cuz its totally a new course.. hmmm.. to... start a new life.. lol.. *punch*.. but the major problem is of course none other then financial.. thus, my parents is super confusing..

when the first time i asked them they say yes and sort of agree with everything, then the second time i ask they say no, then yes again then no, yes, no, yes..... NO??... gah!!!...

then, ended up i've decide to take LOAN!!..

ny ways.. shall update till here.. more to come!!...

-CIAO-

2009-07-23T23:23:00.003+08:00

Something wrong with me, my mind and heart doesn't work well together.. sigh.. well this post is all about LOVE.. yeah LOVE..
have you guys ever experience that, u had a crush on someone but then later when u were more closer to ur crush, the feeling suddenly gone?..

i have a feeling that, god thinks i'm not suitable to be attached, maybe i'm good in hurting someone's heart?. Its true though, i felt so guilty everytime when my feeling changed. my heart always says I LOVE YOU but my mind says, u're not the right one. its been 2 years i have not been in a serious relationship and to be honest, i miss the feeling to love and be loved.

Its not that am being so choosy, maybe the past hurts me alot and it really effects me now. So now i'm thinking, are you the right one now?. We have been so close these days, to be honest, i had a crush on you. But again, my mind says NO. sigh.. hopefully u're not falling on me. Or i might feel guilty and hurt again. I love you, but i'm not in love.

sigh...

sing yee jie's wedding..

2009-07-06T19:35:00.007+08:00

as i promised to upload er jie's jie jie wedding dinner pics, here u go.. let the pic blast out everything..

May i present u...

the Groom and the Bride..
Mr Eugene teo & Miss Sin yee..

Then...... the love birds..

candidate love bird 1. roy and er jie...

candidate 2. jac and daphne... HAHAHAHA... jac dont kill me yea..
*ignore me at the back*

The group picture begins...

everyone of us... except for jac

jac, er jie, daphne

me, er jie, daphne

top: roy and me
bottom: er jie and daphne

The candid, SOH-HIGH pictures.. lol..

copying daphne signature look..

budak kecik baru habis sekolah

alric trying to show his colgate teeth.. and benny is the BOMB!!.. lol..

kita semua..

in the lift also take.. even other people also thought we are crazy..lol

benny pose is still the bomb!!!.. hahaha..

in the bride's room... doin so hai stuff.. hahaa..

it proves that ethan dirty my pants!!.. look at his flip flops.. hmph..

look at daphne!!.. HAHAHA..

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THE HOTEL GHOST a.k.a DAPHNE!!...
*applause*..
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congrats to eugene and sing yee... wish both of you live happily ever after!!..

updates updates updatates!!....

2009-06-29T22:22:00.007+08:00

am such a PIG lately, the laziness is getting even worse!!. it proves by not updating my blog.. lol.. i was so guilty by dumping my blog like last time i did with xanga, so i am not goin to do that again.. here it goes again, the all in one post.. oh ya.. the bottom is the oldest and the top is the latest k..

i woke up at 11 am today to meet K up to pick some facial stuff.. i've been even more vain lately. Bought more and more facial stuff, mask isn't enough though. am ugly so i'm forced to be vain. =P. After that, meet miss D for 'window shopping' in pavillion, ended up me buying one T-shirt!!.. it happened like this, D told me if i should try a very short pants which above knee length, so u guys imagine how short it is for me.. lol.. well, its the trend now no harm trying but ended up not buying cuz i have very SKINNY LEGS!.. as D said, train more on the leg muscle to make it BIGGER!!!.. so, in order to try the short pants, tee is needed as i am wearing shirt, the tee catch more attention then the pants.. lol.. so... spend spend spend spend spend!!!... btw its in philosophy

LAB S E R I E S from K..

t shirt from philosophy, dont plan to snap the tee cuz it still nicely wrap inside.. lol..

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my 'darling' came back from france yesterday and bought me the best chocolate in the world..

even the packaging looks exclusive.. but my phone camera looks chepo!!...

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Genting....

last week, my ex form lower 6 mates planned a genting trip, supposingly chris is coming too but at the end he cant make it so, left me which the only guy go wif them..

top-bottom = e-lynn, siok im, jolene, li tieng, sin hui, betty and me..

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MALACCA..

on the 15th, benny came malacca cuz he have not been malacca before, so me and chris bring him around and he stay for almost one week..

benny and me.. * eye of m'sia*

me and chris..

3 of us...

me went back malacca on the 13th to dye and cut my hair as taylors dont allow students wif bright colour hair.. i knw..LAME~!!..

the end result.. i look steamy.. well i'm juz showing the hair.. lol..

going back malacca is equal to spending as well.. so ended up buying lancome for my face, and redken for my coloured hair..

I KNOW I'M VAIN!!!...

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attend er jie's jie jie wedding and on top of that i bought zara shirt especially for the wedding dinner.. lol..

*shall post up the pic in the next post*

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well, i did attend a fashion show which is slutty sixth sense.. its a total disaster for me.. shhhh... lol. its my point of view though.. booo~~...

i bought shirt for the event samo!!.. ish..

the shirt from topman.. regreted buying it.. damn it!!..

2009-06-01T08:17:00.006+08:00

A DAY WHERE I PAMPERED MY SELF...

yesterday was the most tiring day that i've experience in my whole life, i didn't sleep the day before but then i went 1U with 'girl friend' for some shopping. I have not shop for aprrox more thn 4 month, besides i am not in the mood these days. So to pampered my self i went shopping!!.. But again, its super tired thou, i even dose off in forever 21..

we went lunch in garden, the food was OK. we took the set lunch which comes with a soup and drinks. i ate this turkey with pineapple sandwich and shan took the butter ginger dory fish.

the Butter Ginger Dorry Fish.

girl friend with her food..

*didn't snap my food as i'm too hungry!!*..

refreshing Ice Lemon Tea.

after eating, we went deeper & harder for my havaianas flip flop. well, m'sia has no havaianas and the only place that we can get is deeper & harder. so guys, if u want to get havaianas, deeper & harder is the place. I never get a new flip flops ever since i lost my last baby. But now i have a new ones!.. =)

its so cOmfy!...

after that we went forever 21 whr i doze off while standing. lol. then we head over pull and bear. I saw this singlet hanging there, as i have not wear any singlet before i give it a try. After trying i showed shan. she says. ehem (something something la).. well, i get the point what she is trying to say, so ended up not buying. tehee..

looks like i have a baby tummy. sad sad..

then we went ZARA, i've been thinking of changing my style of dressing. so, ZARA is the place where i did my experiment. so with the help of shan, we choose all the RETRO styles and try it on. Amazingly, the style suits me quite well. Ended up buying a pants but not shirts, thinking of going back and buy those shirts now.. damn it!!..

its been a damn tiring day, we went back and i reach home around 7pm. After bathing and stuff i slept at 730pm, i couldn't make it to mal's birthday.. sorry!!...

well, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MALCOM KUAN!!...

-ciao-

2009-05-29T18:31:00.001+08:00

since 'peoples' dun understand my blog, i hav deleted the pics..

=)

good day...

2009-05-29T04:16:00.007+08:00

maaf kalian smua, aku tak de time nak update, sbab xde mood, sebab2 yg paling important nye..
i'm having a freaking desease!! a sickness that cant be cured by normal doc, which is fucking insomnia!!... well forget about it, lets back to business..
remember i said that i've been using this mask lately?.. the result is absolutely great!!.

let me show u..

its all writen in 'cina', i dun understand a single letter of it, all i knw is, the mask is very very hao..
they have many times of mask and each, has been labeled according to your skin type. for example, if u have dry skin, take the hydration thingy.. hahaha.. sorry man, i'm not good in marketing stuff.. anyway i have few pic of the mask..
here u go..

for further enquiries pls call 1-800-i'm nt selling...

teheee...

2009-05-15T16:36:00.002+08:00

i think i have a problem, problem with my metalbolism in my body. People usually having difficulties in losing weight, but mua.... having difficulties in PUTTING ON WEIGHT....

i remembered before i admitted into the hospital last march, i weigh around 65kg. after i was admitted i am 63kg then i put on until 64kg. I try my best to put on more kilos by eating more and ended up 66kg. I was happy with the result but within in 5 days i lose 2kg again which ended up to point 1 which is 64kg.. super duper SWT!!..

i cant do anything with it!!... arrghhh!!...

2009-05-14T01:41:00.002+08:00

APPROVED!!!

old man approved my decision....
bye culinary!!...

so now i need to bare wif taylors for another 6 month??.... who cares.. as long as i'm leaving. tehee..

2009-05-13T18:01:00.002+08:00

i've been thinking chopping of my fringe since i've been sticking to the same hair style for quite a long time.. so this is what happen...

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TA DAH!!!...

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nah.. juz joking.. i did not cut my hair yet.. wakaka.. its juz nothing better to do..

ps: thx jac for ur t shirt.. i'm keeping it!!.. lol..

2009-05-11T18:06:00.002+08:00

i'm overly excited to the things that i'm not sure it might happen. But anyhow i must make sure it happen!!.. well, i cant wait to graduate this year and change my COURSE!.. the course that i wanted to take is absolutely nothing to do with what i'm studying now its a 360 degree change. haven't approve by that old man yet and no point telling my mom cuz she cant do anything with it. she told me..

me: mi, i'm changing course next year ar...
mom: HUH??.. change course again??. u wan to stop d??..
me: nola, graduate this year d thn change course, if i take that course i'll b in higher dip already.
mom: owh, ask that old man. he say yes thn can. u tell me i cant do anything..

its 100% true, my mom has no power for the approval as she is not goin to pay my fees. The old man has the so called the rights and authority cuz he is the ministry of our home. I'm 100% sure he will grumble and mumble non stop with my decisions and i need to show him face for like max 4 weeks. I DONT CARE!!.. I WANT TO CHANGE COURSE!!..

oppsss... realise that i have not mention about the course i wanted to enroll in, its fashion marketing & management, i have not confirm yet and mayb i might change my mind l8r. Raffles is the college that i wanted to go for but i have not check on the other collages. see how things go on.

my mom shock me today, she didn't ask me about what course i wanted to take but today she asked me.

mom: you are not taking hospitality anymore next year right?.
me: yea *smile*
mom: what course you want to take ar?.
me: u guess?..
mom: FASHION...

i was in a total shocked!!!..

me: HOW U KNW??..
mom: aiyaa i see i knw already.. why u didnt take that course earlier?
me: i dunno this course existed ma, i juz discover one. besides, if i ask last time sure u and that old man wont agree on me taking up this course one la..
mom: aiyoo juz do what u like ma.. so if graduate what u work as?..
me: bla bla bla * list down all the jobs*
mom: oh.. ehh today i read in news paper got this boy fashion designer also.
* i was shocked again when she show me the news paper*
me: u think that oldman let ar.
mom: i think he let la. it what u like ma. so, means u start all over again? if yes thn i dont think can.
me: nola, continue there with higher diploma
mom: oh like that thn ok la..

then the funny scene happen.

mom: ehh u do this fashion fashion thing u will bcum gay one lo.
me: umm... not all la..
mom: sure one, sure bcome bapok one..
me: *keep quiet*

thn i change topic.. wakakaka...

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well, i dont agree i club every week BUT i club again last saturday.. hahaha.. it was fun this time and some stupid things happen, the police came and all the under age boy boy girl girl need to rush out... and i'm one of them!!.. but it was a fun experience thou...

2009-05-07T14:54:00.002+08:00

The all in 1 updates...

i don't update everyday because there is nothing much to update of, i don't shop now, i don't club now, i don't go for parties or any events, i don't go out for dinner and NOTHING happen is these few days *thank god*.. well i have a new quote which is boring boring and boring, that is the word that most frequently used by me in this 2 month. oh ya.. lonely too!!..

i went back melaka last week for prayers but, i don't pray much which makes me feel extremely guilty. most of the time i hang out wif my best buddy and settling some bullshit stuff that has been asked by my father. I managed to eat satay babi this time and i ate it TWICE!!. i also went back to my aunt house which i last visited agessssssssss ago. my cousins dont recognice me and they commented about my look *good ones of course*..

cousin: omg!!... whr is that fat collin gone to??...
me: hehehe... =.='

then visited my god mom as well, she's kind of ill and she cried when she saw me. oh.. and i felt guilty for spending short time with her. *SIGH* i wished to see her again thou. This is my second time went back to melaka and second time hanging out wif my best buddy friends, i must say i love hanging out with them. They are SUPER FUNNY PEOPLE!!.. oh oh.. i've become more vainn now. the reason is because sammi told me that guys also need to take care of their skins, if u look dirty and sloopy people wouldn't want to go near to you and especially people who always talks to customers like me, need to take care of my appearance. Its sound gay but i dont agree, all the men celebrities take care of their skin and buy those bloody expensive facial thingy and as u can see thier faces are flawless, so that makes them gay too????... hmmm...
i dont really wash my face actually but now, yea i do and i bought some mask too.. yet to come is lencome which intro by my best friend and some other thingy..
p/s: i'm having hometown sick.

i promise my self not to shop but instead i spend on this facial thing now.. how sad.. AND I'M BROKE AGAIN!!!.. plus... i bought something for my body too.. =.='
hmm.. fashion fast forward is having sales today.. topman, good news is i'm not going and i wont buy any topmman clothes anymore!!... but i realise that i have insufficient clothes..

for some reason, i'm addicted in goin to the gym now. did i got any buffer??.. nope.. nt at all... i dont knw why.. hahahaha...

i think i'm gonna stop here or else u guys goin to be sick looking at words...
............i'm crushing again......... shhhh

2009-04-28T16:27:00.003+08:00

guys, about the site. there is tons of grammar mistakes and i apologize for that.

in the other hand, let me blast a lil k.
these days i spend my time in fish gusto cuz of the so called internship, but indeed it is my internship and the worst part is, i had no day off. NOT EVEN A SINGLE DAY!!..
but,
the good part is, my working hour is 3 to 7 but on weekends, 3 to 10. i need to see my father's face everyday which i cant take it and hearing him nagging. but i've been thinking alot lately due to the boredom, my brain cant stop thinking of stupid stuff. due to that, i'm having a 'emo period' which leads to anger... i cant help it.. =(

on the otherhand, i dont show my temper often in front of my friends, i just smiled and make it like nothing happens to avoid conflicts. but i learned something, the more u keep it, they even will take advantage on u. so.... i've learn to choose my friend wisely, avoid the one that should be avoided. And appreciate the one that should be appreciated.

*some of u dont perasan k*
and dont bother to ask me who also.. lol...

anyway, about the crush thingy, i'm over it!!...

2009-04-25T16:06:00.002+08:00

Fish gusto is officially on the web!!...

so guys. come and dine in k. and dont forget to pass around the news for me!!..

click the link below to see fishgusto on food street..

http://www.foodstreet.com.my/food-street/opage.s?outlet=Fish+Gusto+Restaurant

2009-04-17T17:21:00.000+08:00

DESPO FOR LOVE+MONEY!!!.....

2009-04-16T21:23:00.005+08:00

i remembered i've seen u somewhere but i couldn't recall where,
mayb in my dreams....
when i was doing my stuff i saw u walking around but i have no interest on you at all,
you are not my type that i always hoped for,
u look so naive, innocent, and quiet but no doubt u are cute.. ^^
but when days passes, i seen u more and more often,
the way u looked at me, make me has goosebumps,
when i'm bored ur face appears in my mind,
WHY DID U LOOKED AT ME???!!!...
if u didn't, i wouldn't have this feelings now..
fate??... I HOPED SO!!..
i know i dont have the BALLZ to talk to u,
but i hoped one day, mayb one fine day u could come and talk to me.. =)

i wished one day we could start being friends first,
i wished one day u could give a chance to express my feelings,
i wished one day u'll give me a chance to love again,
i wished u could cherish me and we could have the happiest moment together.
i could hug u and never let u go,
* its my fantasy if we were together*...

argghh!!!..

i wished i could u see u there everyday at 7 PM!!...
i hoped to see u everyday......

i dont have this type feeling for a long time since so many years and it came just like that.
i hate it!!..

COLLIN IS HAVING A CRUSHED!!!

ps: i dont know i should believe in love at first sight..

2009-04-14T13:27:00.002+08:00

i'm broke and i don't know what to do!!... help me!!.. well i'm having my training now but i know nothing about my pay. =.=' but the good news is, i stopped shopping. wow!!. but i realised something weird, although i stopped buying my 'NEEDS' i'm still broke!!. all the money in my wallet vanish just like that. reasons??. i'm still searching.. dot dot dotz...

how nice if some 3K cheque drop from the sky.. well, did u guys watch the confession of a shopaholic??.. yes, that is the exact situation i'm into now.. i have debts!!... dont worry, not ah long, not friends but my parents.. sadly i cant pay them back now. MAYBE later??..

ok, lets forget about debts and broke. now the good news..

errrrr.... no good news.. hahaha.. well if the is no any sad, pathetic and bitchy stuff happen, collin is happy enough...

still waiting for the money to drop....

2009-04-13T00:56:00.003+08:00

collin is in da mood of clubbing!!....

anyway yest went clubbing..

no chance of taking any pic cuz i did not bring my phone with me..

before clubbing also jadi la...

i cant help it.. am having cam whore syndrome...

2009-04-11T20:04:00.002+08:00

This is what happen if get too bored while training in FISH GUSTO..

CAM WHORE SYNDROME....

tolong!!....

2009-04-11T13:02:00.006+08:00

I've learn new method to release stress lately..

go to the gym everyday,
eat as much as u can,
sleep like a pig,
watch movie 2 times a day,
find your friends for yam cha but dont talk about emo stuff,
and.......
YOUTUBE!!!!....

2009-04-08T19:51:00.002+08:00

i have the most fuckest life ever, don't compare me with baggers or orphanage because we are totally different, they have sad life but i have FUCKEST life.. whats the different??...
having

fucking brother+fucking sister and fucking father..

my life would be more suck living with them, if i have the choice, i rather living alone with my mom and that would be perfectly enough!!..
am not emo-ing but angry!!...
enough on being accused and make stupid perceptions on me. i have my own life and so do u, stop being a kid and complaining, comparing my life with yours.
u dont know how to make use of it , its ur problem and its not mine.

complaining about i had better life?.. FUCK YOU!!!...
did u ever asked why u ask me that?.. let me tell you why, its because u juz complain about what you see and you dont actually know what happen at the back.

ppphhuuiiiii!!!... what u want u get it, and now u got it u just fuck us off like that.. who u think u are??. king??.. boss??... let me tell who u r..

A USELESS FAT FUCKER THAT HAS NO BRAINS BUT THINK THAT U R GREAT!!..

buy a mirror FAT ASS!!!!...

i curse u FOREVER!!!!.......

2009-03-26T22:10:00.002+08:00

Am sick....
SICK
sICk
SiCK!!

i felt exhausted and the pain is killing me...

food poisoning, gastric, fever...........

restless......

exams and sick.. haizz...

2009-03-24T02:11:00.004+08:00

Tiap-Tiap hari feel so lazy,
never try to wake up early,
always hope college sekarang cuti,
everyday go to class feel so sleepy,
lecturer always scold me lazy.
do assignment just like to copy,
before the final just feel worry,
every nite study until crazy,
because scared scold by mummy.

sekarang i sudah sakit,
demam, muntah, cirit-birit,
because eat JAROME"S cake,
and now i feel like half past death
daddy blame for coming back late,
mummy force me to eat more bread,
and now i produce even more cake.

=.='

2009-03-20T01:30:00.002+08:00

am pissed!!!......
STRESS!!!....
TIRED!!..
collin gets angry very easily for this period...
pls dont talk to me bullshits and nonsense at this time around...
thx....

2009-03-16T23:34:00.009+08:00

We went tenji for our buffet dinner!!...
and yea.. we had a BLAST on that night....

let the pic tells everything....

jac, jie and me..

jie and me.. and desiree spoilt the pic..

ATTACK MR. ADRIAN!!...

eigen taking pic of US with his PHONE..

i dont know why i did this.. me and sheen..

attack her boobs!!!...

i seriously LOVE this pic.. omg.. desiree and nick..

up: shi xuan(mama) and desiree
bottom: eigen, me and sheen..

me and mama..

the groups... look at the coconut that we took.. lol.. and look at james face!!.. wakakaka..

up: hong jun
bottom: sexy nadya, me and Mr. adrian..

i didnt realise what jac did at that time..
up: eigen and jac.
bottom: henry, me, shi xuan, sheen..

sexy, sheen and shi xuan mama..

dunno who's master piece.. but its damn cute... lol..

the us again..

desiree block my face!!.. damn u desiree... >.<

me and mama..

nicky, junnie and gen gen..

me and TNB sheen ( TNB= tua neh bu)..kekeke..

cam whore queen.. desiree...

shi xuan, sheen, sexy nad, joel..

up: jie, me, henry and jac..
bottom: desiree, eigen, sio sen and malcom.

me and sexy..

US.... sorry nick, didnt post up the pic that has u cuz of the red eye thingy
.. sowee...

US AGAIN....

we had lots of fun and gain few KG after we got back.. lol.. we did lots of funny and stupid stuff cuz of the 'highness'.. i will forever remember this.. and thx to mr. adrian for comming..

Au Avior

2009-03-15T23:16:00.003+08:00

Sneak Peak....

for the next post..

Coming soon...

2009-03-10T23:33:00.004+08:00

I'M OFFICIALLY A....

MEMBER!!..

which equals to increasing on my expenditure ever month and being broke later on. Well, my dad did not agree on signing me up on gym at first, but since i propose to him that i'll pay ma self. he's like ' Okay BUT make sure u pay me back ar'.. yesss pap i'll pay u, no worries..

the fees was, Rm178 every month which i need to pay for a year. And i get another year for free. They have the one that pay everything for 2 years which cost around RM2K pluss.. me student ma where got so much money pay one lump sum..

anyway, its worth it to spend on something that keeps u self healthy right?.. but of course i must determine ma self to go to the gym often..

yeaaa.. i can do it... Bonne chance to mua..

Adiós!!...

another baby...

2009-03-10T00:33:00.004+08:00

am here actually to introduce my another baby.. i bought her for already almost 1 month but i've not mention about her cuz i forgotten.. sorry baby..yesh and u know i love u right...u r so pretty till i couldn't let u go even a second.. thats show how much i love ya... but.. i miss my ex baby too...

well....
i'm talking about...

MY BRAND NEW PHONE!!....

G705...

she is so slim, pretty and.... she is black!!!... but one thing i hate is.. the camera... grrrhhh... dont ask why.. u guys go check it out ur self.. anyway.. am half satisfied wif her.. teheee...

me and my wife... it looks fake in the pic... and i dun know why...

shopping spree!!....

2009-03-09T01:00:00.006+08:00

woke up at 12 today and suppose to work.. BUT.... instead i decided to take a break and hunt for shorts.. so i drove to jack's place and we suppose to shop at piramid and hav our lunch there at the same time.. but plan cancel cuz we cant think of a place to eat in piramid.. instead we went SS2 for CURRY MEE.. teheee... ss2 is so near to 1U.. soooo..... hehehehe.... why not right???....

okay... so i'm the one who suppose to shop.. in the end, jac's the one who bought clothes first.. anyways... after that.. we walk walk walk... and then.. i spotted a sales in one of the optical shop.. and I SPOTTED MY BABY!!.... EMPORIO AMANI... c'est magnifique!!.. actually i planned to buy shades long long time ago,but i cant find the right one to fit my small face but TODAY.. fate is on my side!!.... the price was reasonable of course, so i bought her and yesss... i am satisfied with her.. yeah!!...

mua baby!!...

then, we went Pull and bear and bought one shorts from there..

Pull and bear shorts...

inconclusion..... I PLEDGE MY SELF NOT TO SHOP ANYMORE FOR THIS WHOLE MONTH!!... @.@

2009-03-07T03:18:00.003+08:00

PROJECT ANIMANIAC

its our malaysian study project where mr adrian wanted us to go green. So what he did was he called up zoo negara and make a deal with them which WE, US THE STUDENTS need to clean the zoo as part of our malaysian study project. i would say the porject was very very successful and brovo to the committees..
WE REALLY ENJOYED THE WORK/TRIP!!...

so here is some of the 'stories' about the trip i would like to share...

strarring....

Our king/queen/god/lecturer...... MR.Adrian Yao...

The committees..

And... the photo grapher....

jack is so happy to wake up at 6 untill he bcum a lil 'kuku'

Aunty happily walking to the bus...

i'm the leader of group E which i need to take the paper all the time ( for like 1 hour )..

The bollywood couple.. keke..

so i was given a task to clean the cow's cage which include cleaning the cow/bull SHIT!!..
after work, we decided to take a group pic..

me and alric the homosapien..

L-R, malcom, jac, me, chan and goh..

cought cam whoring with henry... blekk

the playboy fan is damn cool!!..

near the hippo cage...

both of this aunty happy with thier job..

i have no idea what r they doing.. lol.. L-R, sheen, shuan, rex and kyoko

lunch time!!... i was so hungy so i took vicky's food.. she was like nah take it.. and alric expression was like... woooo fooddd... =.='

nick enjoying his durian ice cream...

hong jun happily collecting leaves...

but haniff was sad... look at his face.. muahahah..

guess who is bitting malcoms tits??.. kekeke...

group photo b4 we leave....

I love u guys...

au avior!!.....

2009-03-04T11:18:00.004+08:00

TAYLOR'S SYMPHONIC BAND

establish on January 2009.
by few of us...
and its growing and glowing.. yay..

2009-03-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

Project animaniac..

coming soon...

COLLIN IS BACK!!!....

2009-03-03T20:21:00.007+08:00

yes... i'm back.. its seems that the hectic season has gone and coming back very soon. As usual, collin has never been free whereas busy all the time. bla bla bla... but its true kay..
anyway, for this post.. i'll squeeze everything into one.. so yea.. here it goes..

FEBRUARY:

so, i did mention about fish gusto last post but didn't really talk about it.. so.. i'll talk briefly about it.. FISH GUSTO was open last January 15th which is 2 and half month from now. establish by both of my parents and manage by mme and my parents. * imagine how busy am i studying and working at the same time*.. FISH GUSTO is a Mediterranean seafood cuisine which specialize on FISH.. so called the like Manhattan fish market BUT NOT!!.. we are totally original and so different from them. And trust me we are much more better.. tehee.. so where is it located??..

NO23,USJ 10/1E
Taipan business centre..

So dont forget to dine in ok?.. because
WE ARE TALKING ABOUT FRESH SEAFOOD!!..

Besides fish gusto, i spend most of my time staying in jac's place.. well u know.. ASSESSMENT!!..
kitchen tech was the BOMB as i lost interest in cookin already.. BUT, i think i'm goin to have the interest back once again.. kekeke...
about french.. i'm so called into it.. lol.. although i dun always 'frenchizing' like my friends did but i manage to get high marks for french.. and yesss... am proud...

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, NICK LOO!!!...
although u r petite but u r grand inside .. kekeke...

SHOPPING!!!!

FFF has a so called zha dao sales because the cloth that has discount its like rejected tees and pants!!.. well.. went shopping in top man and i shop only for 1 tee which has no discount.. bombness.. although that week was exam week i do enjoy hanging out wif ma frens especially MAKAN-ING TOGETHER!!...

INTERVIEW...

went interview for my internship which i regreted to placed it in france.. i had my interview last week and i hope i dont get it.. AND i dont think i can get it.. lol.. am juz aware that ticket to france is NOT CHEAP.. and if i get to do my internship there it equals to no freedom, hair cut and broke..

there is more... coming soon...

2009-01-26T00:04:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!...

MOoo.....

exhausted, tired, speechless.....

2009-01-24T13:12:00.002+08:00

FISH GUSTO HAS OFFICIALLY OPENED!!!!...

am happy, excited AND TIRED at the same time, this whole week i skipped all the morning classes due to the tiredness and sleepiness.. and the most F**KEST thing is my eye bag had increase its 'weight'... hoorayy...
i've been studying and working at the same time and now..... ASSIGNMENTS AND HOME WORK!!!... arrrghhhh...

anyway about da chat box thingy

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I DONT GIVE A DAMN!!..
look at the mirror b4 u talk about me and you already name ur self as slut.. dats prove u r psycho and crazy..

ONE MORE THING BITCH!!.. check and make ur self clear b4 u talk bullshit about me..

i've been accuse alot of time and i'm fed up!!...

last but not list... FUCK U SLUT!!!....

i already have the most fuckest life and please dont add any burden on me again!!!.....
BASTARD!!....

shop again...!!

2009-01-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

my last shopping was 2 weeks ago and of course i'm not that satisfied.. so, i shopped again!!!.. and this time with jack and shan tze.. the end result, i am indeed satisfied..
sorry jack.. i love rampas clothes from u.. muahahha!!!.. soweee...
anyway this is the list i bought.

TOPMAN slim jeans and polo tee
kitschen t-shirt and short pants
springfield t-shirt
nike shoes!!...

i usually do my shopping in this few shop cuz thier cloth fits my body althought i have weird body shape.. lol!!..

2009-01-02T12:05:00.002+08:00

i had hard time to update my blog these days due to no internet connection in my house. so the best place to online??..
OLD TASTE!!.., reasonable price for food and drinks plus no stalker..
talking about price, i spend 700++ for clothes!!.. felt happy and guilty at the same time for spending so much money..
I bought,

FCUK shirt
esprit sweater
TOPMAN vest and jeans,
kitcshen short pants,
Pull & Bear t-shirt
and
camel bag pack

that is not enough actually... looking forward to shop and shop again!!...

while in training.....

2008-12-21T23:35:00.007+08:00

i know i always complain about my training sucks and etc, but part of that i do enjoy training a little bit WHEN making friends with another bunch of trainee from indonesia + taylorian which ease my boredom in marriot. BUT they leave earlier then me and of course, i become bored again.

as usual we hang out together, bla bla bla *let the pic do the talking*

note: all the pic r upside down, from the newest to the oldest

our last outing together

top: kak nad, kevin, 2nd row:nick, kelvin, ann, sherly, kak, belinda

crazy people centre of the road....

so called couple of the day..

Us....

dunno what she is doin... ignore the water at her boobs

when we juz reach

3rd outing...
SHOPPING AT MV

Us, dunno whr is hsu ann, racheal and nick..

2nd outing..
SATAY KAJANG

sherly and belinda

herwin and faizal

1st outing..
AYAM PENYEK IN SUNWAY...

so call couple of the day..
belinda and rifhan..

anti-clock: me, sherly,kak nad, belinda, rifhan,faizal, herwin, mario

without u guys.. i dont know how i can survive in marriot...

2008-12-18T17:05:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!!!....

its done...
finish..
bo liao
wan liao

MY TRAINING IS DONE!!!!!!.....
YAY!!!...

felt like just finish stpm or something, and yea of course i'll spend my time hanging out all da time.. muahahhaa..
about the hotel... hmmmm.. fuck off!!!... i will never go back thr ever again!!!.. the worst hotel i have ever been..
in the conclusion, I HATE TRAINING IN MARRIOT PUTRAJAYA!!!... except for laundry..hehehe..
oh yaa... to the others... sorry yea.. i know u guys finishing on the 19th although i started 1 week later and finish 2 day earlier...LOL!!!.. cant wait to see u all in term 4..

LETS PARTYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

make it fast!!...

2008-12-05T13:05:00.002+08:00

so its 16 days more to go before my training ends..
yesh i'm jealous of most of u guys... finish STPM, finish SPM, finish TRANING!!!... and me??.. post my blog in the most lousy and miserable cafeteria which situated in MARRIOT PUTRAJAYA!!...
arrrghhh... i feel like it take a decades to finish my training altho only 2 months ++

2 weeks more!!.... thn i'm free!!.. yay!!.. but yet still thinking that this training takes some time it make me feel NO MOOD AT ALL!!...

16 dayz more to go!!....

oh ya... btw.. i'm in the kitchen now!!... yay... but cold kitchen..
so what is my job in that kitchen: cut fruits, carry tons of fruits and arrange in the fucking freezing chiller, eat fruits.. ^.^ and most of the time.... CUT FRUITS!!... WTF!!...

ok guys... shall post again after my training.. sobsob...

bufday

2008-10-25T16:27:00.001+08:00

I HAD THE WORST BIRTHDAY IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!.....

anyway thx everyone for the wishes!!...

Training

2008-10-25T16:15:00.002+08:00

About my training..

Juz one word to describe it... SUCKS!!!.....

WHY??....

1st and foremost i was sent to the wrong department which i should not be in and it is LAUNDRY!!. its okay if u guys wanna laugh ok..
BTW

what is a culinary student doing in laundry??... cook linens??.. WTF??... i was so damn pissed off but what is the use for me complaining??.. complain to college and they did not do any DAMN THING!!.. its okay for that, but then i was accused for being rude samo!!. miss HR manager accused me with no evidence. i'm just giving suggestions in order to help me, my friends and u. BUT U ACCUSED ME!!..

very sorry...

2008-10-25T16:11:00.002+08:00

I'm very sorry guys for not updating my blog since a long long time. I was out for industrial training which suffers me very badly.. sobsob..

Tomorrow......

2008-10-05T19:15:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is the day where my sufferings begins.

I'm
so..so..so..so..SO..
TERRIFIED!!

IT'S MY INTERNSHIP!!...

i ask all my braders and friends about their training and the only answer i get back is...

suffering, bored, exhausted, CAN DIE ARR!!....

so.....

i'm still wondering how my training will be..
PRAY FOR ME!!!.....

i lost my baby!!...

2008-10-02T22:31:00.006+08:00

I LOST MY BABY!!!.....

i knw i shouldn't complain about this because there is nothing to drag about. But the emo-ness in my mind couldn't disappear as time pass by.

okay guys. i know this is stupid to complain about but i have to blast it out no matter what...

I LOST MY PRECIOUS SLIPPER AND SHOES!!!......
I LOST MY BABY!!!.....
I LOST MY FEET PROTECTOR...
I LOST MY.......... EVERYTHING!!!....

I am feeling so empty right now... My feet feeling empty too...

i dont mind if i buy my shoes and slippers from BATA because it meant to b
Buy And Throw Away
but

i buy my baby by using my heart earn money and of course my mom come out a little..
(sorry mom)...

i bought my shoes last 3 years. my baby has following me everywhere. all the country i went within this 3 years. sobsobs....

i bought my slipper this year!!... and now 'he' is gone!..

which idiot stole my baby!!.... i curse to hell!!... and u going to die tomorrow!!...

who the hell will steal slippers and shoes??.. and u come into my house just for the sake of my slippers and shoes??.. omg.. U R REALLY DESPERATE!!..