The crab trip..

i have decide not to be emo today.. i have to clarify my self that it is impossible for us to be together..

anyway.. =) just wanna share with you guys the camwhore trip in pulau ketam with the photography lovers, what is cool about them is they dont use digital cam but old vintage cameras.. btw it was HOT yet fun trip.. not forgetting tired too..

Motorcycle and cars is not allow in the island and ONLY bicycle is allowed.. the seafood is damn cheap!

in the boat, on the way to pulau ketam and stuck with super irritating aunty...=.=

this is what kids in pulau ketam play when they have no electronics games..

this small girl really can pose!... lol..

the kumar-ness...

chinareee chinareee???!!...

chinaree chinaree.. jiu mingyaaa!!!...

we block the road until this uncle also cannot pass then he stress... lol..

jac with his pink bike...

we were finding the right place to take pictures but we couldn't find until we saw this old creepy haunted house.. then the real camwhore session started...

the photographers...

dramatic sial.. lol..

another dramatic shot.. lolz..

nice one...

after that, the groupphotopicturetakingstarted...

take 1..

take 2..

take 3..

take 4..

take 5..

take 6..

take 7!!...

ethen, elly,shirnie,benny,kenry,me,daphne,erjie..

photographer: kewheejac...

fallin for u..

I don't know
But I think I may be fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I know you better


I am trying not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
And so I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head


I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me





Oh, I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out



I think I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh, I'm fallin' for you

-collin- 

should i be happy or sad??.. i was happy for few hours as i saw u smiling with that heart melting smile.. i get to know your name today and was thrilled to see u longer next week.. * to be honest i felt like pervert/stalker who is posting on someone in the blog*... but i cant help it, i need to blast out in order to feel better.. SIGH!!.. how nice if we could start a conversation by now?.. just a Hi and Bye is enough * now i'm feeling even weirder*..

as GF said, its impossible. i knw its impossible from the start but this is the way i want it then make real then. But deep in my heart.. I KNOW ITS IMPOSSIBLE!!.. as i said, never wished what you wished for bcuz it would NEVER happen..

-collin- with a BIG sigh~

emo session started..

sighh... i have not post emo stuff for quite sometime but i just cant help my self to blast out my feelings agian. btw, just realize that every emo post is something to do with crushing on someone.. SIGH!!..

to be honest i've never liked this feeling before.. NEVER IN MY WHOLE BLOODY LIFE!!.. its very hurtful to see someone u like without expressing ur feelings to them or even worse u dont even know them!!.. this have been happened to me for the past 12 F**king month!.. what i meant was the feeling of crushing on someone u never talk to before..

well, it all happened when term 5 started, when the first time looking at u trough the glass window. EHEM.. but i have no any intention at that time okay.. whats wrong for just looking ONLY?.. but it actually happen when u stared at me the 2nd time i saw u.. for like 5 seconds then i try to 'not to see'??.. GAH!!.. even worse when i have my lunch in 138 and u were always there.. AND... kitchen class.. WTF!!... so..... is this fate or what huh??...

to make it worse, on the way to collage at night for band practice and i saw u walking back home. * but i have no idea if we were staying in the same apartment?*.. KILL ME!!.. whats with that eyes??.. that big cute shinny eyes?.. hehe *fa hiao* and ur smile seriously made my day.. r u trying to get my attention??.. NO NO i'm overly thinking again.. damn.. somebody pls teach me how to approach?.. i've been questioning my self how to control my damn mind!!...

i cant stop thinking of u.. seriously i cant.. every seconds ur face appears * sometimes i think i'm like those pervert physco freak*.. am i??.. i'm goin to graduate soon.. VERY SOON.. how if i leave collage and never see u again??.. i dont want to waste this chances again.. its very hard for me to fall for someone, especially this long!.

end year exam coming and all this stuff happened.. sigh.. how can those words enter my mind when ur face appearing every seconds.. how???!!!!... i'm still hoping.. hoping that i might get to you one day..

-collin-