guys, about the site. there is tons of grammar mistakes and i apologize for that.

in the other hand, let me blast a lil k.
these days i spend my time in fish gusto cuz of the so called internship, but indeed it is my internship and the worst part is, i had no day off. NOT EVEN A SINGLE DAY!!..
but,
the good part is, my working hour is 3 to 7 but on weekends, 3 to 10. i need to see my father's face everyday which i cant take it and hearing him nagging. but i've been thinking alot lately due to the boredom, my brain cant stop thinking of stupid stuff. due to that, i'm having a 'emo period' which leads to anger... i cant help it.. =(

on the otherhand, i dont show my temper often in front of my friends, i just smiled and make it like nothing happens to avoid conflicts. but i learned something, the more u keep it, they even will take advantage on u. so.... i've learn to choose my friend wisely, avoid the one that should be avoided. And appreciate the one that should be appreciated.

*some of u dont perasan k*
and dont bother to ask me who also.. lol...

anyway, about the crush thingy, i'm over it!!...

Fish gusto is officially on the web!!...

so guys. come and dine in k. and dont forget to pass around the news for me!!..

click the link below to see fishgusto on food street..

http://www.foodstreet.com.my/food-street/opage.s?outlet=Fish+Gusto+Restaurant

DESPO FOR LOVE+MONEY!!!.....

i remembered i've seen u somewhere but i couldn't recall where,
mayb in my dreams....
when i was doing my stuff i saw u walking around but i have no interest on you at all,
you are not my type that i always hoped for,
u look so naive, innocent, and quiet but no doubt u are cute.. ^^
but when days passes, i seen u more and more often,
the way u looked at me, make me has goosebumps,
when i'm bored ur face appears in my mind,
WHY DID U LOOKED AT ME???!!!...
if u didn't, i wouldn't have this feelings now..
fate??... I HOPED SO!!..
i know i dont have the BALLZ to talk to u,
but i hoped one day, mayb one fine day u could come and talk to me.. =)

i wished one day we could start being friends first,
i wished one day u could give a chance to express my feelings,
i wished one day u'll give me a chance to love again,
i wished u could cherish me and we could have the happiest moment together.
i could hug u and never let u go,
* its my fantasy if we were together*...

argghh!!!..

i wished i could u see u there everyday at 7 PM!!...
i hoped to see u everyday......

i dont have this type feeling for a long time since so many years and it came just like that.
i hate it!!..


COLLIN IS HAVING A CRUSHED!!!

ps: i dont know i should believe in love at first sight..

i'm broke and i don't know what to do!!... help me!!.. well i'm having my training now but i know nothing about my pay. =.=' but the good news is, i stopped shopping. wow!!. but i realised something weird, although i stopped buying my 'NEEDS' i'm still broke!!. all the money in my wallet vanish just like that. reasons??. i'm still searching.. dot dot dotz...

how nice if some 3K cheque drop from the sky.. well, did u guys watch the confession of a shopaholic??.. yes, that is the exact situation i'm into now.. i have debts!!... dont worry, not ah long, not friends but my parents.. sadly i cant pay them back now. MAYBE later??..

ok, lets forget about debts and broke. now the good news..

errrrr.... no good news.. hahaha.. well if the is no any sad, pathetic and bitchy stuff happen, collin is happy enough...

still waiting for the money to drop....

collin is in da mood of clubbing!!....

anyway yest went clubbing..

no chance of taking any pic cuz i did not bring my phone with me..

before clubbing also jadi la...

i cant help it.. am having cam whore syndrome...

This is what happen if get too bored while training in FISH GUSTO..

CAM WHORE SYNDROME....

tolong!!....

I've learn new method to release stress lately..

go to the gym everyday,
eat as much as u can,
sleep like a pig,
watch movie 2 times a day,
find your friends for yam cha but dont talk about emo stuff,
and.......
YOUTUBE!!!!....

i have the most fuckest life ever, don't compare me with baggers or orphanage because we are totally different, they have sad life but i have FUCKEST life.. whats the different??...
having

fucking brother+fucking sister and fucking father..

my life would be more suck living with them, if i have the choice, i rather living alone with my mom and that would be perfectly enough!!..
am not emo-ing but angry!!...
enough on being accused and make stupid perceptions on me. i have my own life and so do u, stop being a kid and complaining, comparing my life with yours.
u dont know how to make use of it , its ur problem and its not mine.

complaining about i had better life?.. FUCK YOU!!!...
did u ever asked why u ask me that?.. let me tell you why, its because u juz complain about what you see and you dont actually know what happen at the back.

ppphhuuiiiii!!!... what u want u get it, and now u got it u just fuck us off like that.. who u think u are??. king??.. boss??... let me tell who u r..

A USELESS FAT FUCKER THAT HAS NO BRAINS BUT THINK THAT U R GREAT!!..

buy a mirror FAT ASS!!!!...

i curse u FOREVER!!!!.......